I will obey Your Word

Dearest God, I just want to say THANK YOU! My heart rejoices in You! Weeping may endure for the night but truly what joy awaits in the morning! My life is a living testimony of Your goodness. Thank You for revealing Yourself in such mighty ways to me. You have always been right here waiting with open arms for me to completely surrender to Your love, goodness and kindness. I was running away, hiding and let all my doubt and shame blind me to Your marvelous love. I felt so unworthy of Your love, the wounds of the world wanted to keep me in bondage and not bask in Your wonderful love. You showed me that I am Your precious child and You will never abandon me no matter what I do. As the psalmist says, You are always there, when I wake, when I go to sleep. I couldn’t run from Your love even if I tried. Your reckless love pursued me and found me. You found me when I was deep in sin and shame but Your love showed me it dispels all my sin and shame. Your love overwhelmed me, I felt Your love in my bones, Your love penetrated every fractured crack in my mind and heart and You never gave up on me. Thank You for never giving up on me Jesus. Thank You for reminding me always that I have always been perfectly loved.

Dear Jesus thank You for helping me to trust You completely. Help me have this Trust in my mind always. I have this trust deep in my soul. I believe Your Word is true and all Your promises are Yes and Amen. Thank You for bringing heaven down to me by the gift of Your precious Holy Spirit. I long to obey You because I just want to please You and not grieve Your Holy Spirit. All the suffering I endured was to build my faith up and my trust in You. Dear Jesus to share in Your glory required me to participate in Your suffering as well. Suffering that I thought I would die from, yet here I am standing strong. I would read Your Word before and my sin and shame and feeling of unworthiness would blind and reject Your love and all Your promises. Thank You for making me seek You more. Your Word says seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added to me. You have proven to me that You are faithful, You will never betray Your character. Thank You for helping me to truly trust Your Word. Dear Jesus, my wonderful King and Savior. I WILL FOREVER BE AT YOUR FEET! To say I love You, is to obey Your commands. Dear Jesus I love You and I long to show You. I love You with all my heart, soul, body and mind. I will choose to follow You to the ends of the earth. Thank You for Your precious blood. The power of Your blood. When I committed sexual immorality, the heavy shame and sin almost did me in, but Your love reminded me that You still love me and all I had to do was to come running to You and laying down at Your feet confessing all my sin and You would give me rest from my burden. When my sin and shame were loud and the enemy tried to take me back to that grave and keep me in bondage, You shamed Him by Your wonderful grace that reached my heart. My heart was already getting hard and I had a hard time coming to You. I even started to justify what I knew in my spirit was sin! Gosh! When You saved me, You gave me the gift of repentance and I thank You for that. My sorrow was so great but Your Word reminded me in Romans 8:38 that there is nothing that I can do that will stop You from loving me.

When I was running, You were singing over me reminding me that this love You have for me is real love, where I don’t have to beg for it, fight for it, all I need to do is just to show up and You will give me life. I was just trying to do do and do for You but You don’t need me to do anything for You, You prefer that i just sit at Your feet and worship You. You long to pour out Your blessings to me, You have said that You want to open up the heavenly storehouses and rain down on Your children. Dear Father I open my heart to receive all Your blessings and I promise with the help of Your Holy Spirit to steward Your blessings to serve others with all my heart so they can glorify You.

I will stay in Your Word, I hunger for Your truths found in Your Word. You have revealed to me the power of Your Word. Your Word transforms me by renewing my mind. Jesus You are the Word and You were with God the Father and Spirit from the beginning. I will meditate on Your Word and let Your truths take root in my heart. In You Jesus I have everything I need, I am complete. Help me to obey Your Word perfectly. I know on my own i can’t do it, but with You, all things are possible as Your Word tells me so. Sin no longer has power over me so I don’t have to sin, if i sin, i am choosing to sin, therefore choosing to intentionally hurt Your heart. The thought of that hurts my heart. I know the world, the enemy and my flesh will try to lead me astray but I will keep my eyes fixed on You as You have promised me that that is all I have to do and You will perfect it all. Disobedience leads to such misery, the reason the world is so evil is because Eve disobeyed Your command. You paid the heavy price to purchase me Lord Jesus from eternal death so I long to live for You. Help sustain me like You always do, You chose me before the world begun so You have loved me for eternity past and for future eternity. I have such peace that You will sustain me forevermore. Thank You for Your supernatural peace that guards my heart and my mind. I love You forever. The lover of my soul. My forever soon coming King. I bless Your Holy name. I love You Lord. When people see me, may they only see You, when I speak, may they hear only You. All this I pray in Your precious, mighty, glorious, Holy name Jesus. Amen.