Loneliness

I felt especially lonely yesterday but I sat up and prayed just telling God that I was lonely and suddenly I no longer felt lonely. I felt encapsulated with His comforting Presence. I felt such peace, joy and companionship! I serve a God who always comes to my rescue! While I am still speaking He hears me. “And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.” Isaiah 65:24 He Comes running to rescue me always and comfort me and remind me constantly of His great love for me.

My heart sings for joy!! His goodness and mercy and favor and love and grace overwhelm my heart 😁 Thank You Lord for understanding my pain, my fears, my doubts and still loving me and reminding me that I am perfectly loved at every single moment and that You are never angry with me and I can’t disappoint You.

You remind me that You are not looking for perfection from me because it is impossible and that You just want my heart and attention. You have always wanted this. You tell me I am a mountain and I don’t even have to move or do anything but people stare at mountains with such majestic awe. Remind me Lord that that is exactly how You see me all the time and as Romans 8:38 tell me, absolutely NOTHING can superstate me from Your love that I have in Christ Jesus.

Thank You for Your Divine Promises that are always Yes & Amen!!!! You make my heart so full of love and peace and joy in spite of my current circumstances. I know in Jesus I am complete and lack nothing. Thank You for this journey that has enabled me to have complete absolute faith in this Truth. I love You Lord and my soul longs for the day where I will be in Your presence forever worshipping and praising and glorifying You. Exactly what I was born to do. Thank You for choosing me for eternal life. It wasn’t because of anything I did, but solely by Your great mercy and love. You did this so i could experience the riches of Your amazing grace. Titus 3:5 “he saved us, not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He washed away our sins, giving us a new birth and new life through the Holy Spirit”

Thank You for Your divine mercy. Thank You for making me feel so deeply, help me to realize that it is a gift and not a curse. It has felt like such a curse having this gift of mercy in this unforgiving cruel fallen world dear Father. However, even if i can’t see it now, I know You made me perfectly for Your glorious purpose. I know You have big plans for me Lord so please help me to exercise patience that can only come from You.

Thank You for always ordering my steps Holy Spirit and thank You for both answered and unanswered prayers. You alone are God and Your ways are not my Ways, neither are Your thoughts my thoughts, so help me to hold on to this and just truly surrender to Your Will. Thank You for loving me so much, thank You Jesus for calling me to get to know more of You, thank You for the longing You put in my heart to read and study and meditate on Your precious Word. Thank You for opening my blind eyes so that I can now finally see. Thank You for opening the eyes of my heart.

I will never be the same and I’m forever grateful. Please continue to purify me, refine my heart, humble my heart till all of me is gone and only You remain. Lord I’m not perfect and I will fall short, please help me to not be too hard on myself when that happens, when feelings or thoughts of shame or guilt start to creep in please remind me to counteract that with Your Holy Word!!! Thank You for Your victory and help me to live out my life daily with this knowledge and have the authority that comes with it all the while expressing Your great love to others like You have commanded me to. Thank You for the gift of writing You’ve given me. I can’t wait to see where You are taking me in this life. Help me to endure patiently dearest Lord and help me to run this earthly race with endurance, while growing in grace and knowing You are with me always even when I don’t ‘feel’ You. You will never let go of me. "Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the LORD your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6

I love You so abundantly and words could never express just how much love and gratitude I feel towards You my Creator, my Savior, my Helper, my Ebenezer. I adore You truly and my soul longs to worship You all the days of my life. “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, "Where is your God?" Psalm 42:1

Jesus You are my living Hope. Thank You Lord. All these I pray in Your Holy & Glorious name Amen. 🙏🏾❤️‍🔥

Glory be to God forever and always!!!